“You have got to loose your mind just to find your peace of mind. You have got to trust the signs everything will turn out fine.” -Jhene Aiko
“I’m a blogger, and I’m sensitive about my SH*T.”
The temptation of giving your body away..
I admit its tempting. I’ve fell for the temptation. In fact, we all have.
What if I told you when I started obeying God’s rules all my problems didn’t bother me. There would be times I’d fall out with a guy and claim celibacy until we got back good. It wasn’t until my third year of college I realized falling for temptation really wasn’t worth it anymore. Especially when I started getting closer to God it just didn’t seem fair when things was going downhill for me I would turn to him and make all these promises all for me to start back doing what I promised not to do when things get back good for me.
“Treat others the way you want to be treated.”
I was using God for my comfort when I was down or going through something, and someone was using me for their own reasoning’s.
The cycle wouldn’t stop until I stopped it. It just wasn’t cool, and the amazing God I serve didn’t deserve that from me. I promised him I wouldn’t have sex anymore before marriage and in my head I really meant every word I said. I didn’t want anything to do with anyone on that level and I just wasn’t interested. I couldn’t waste another couple more minutes of my life doing something I had no business.
“God knows what you’re going to do before you do it.”
True. He knew I was lying before I did. He knew I just needed to fall for temptation one more time before I really understood it just wasn’t worth it.
No, I’m no saint and I’m not trying to convinced you to stop doing you…
I’m a Virgo, and we sometimes can come off judgmental, perfectionist, FORGIVING, sensitive, deep thinkers, that worry a lot but I’ve been working on that.
Clearly, I’m not perfect…
I’m just telling my testimony, and hopefully it’ll help encourage you tonight when you get that “What You Doing” text.
I have so much more to say.. I should just write a book. ✨