REVENGE MIND BODY & SOUL

It took me forever to really put in my mind that I wanted to do this. I didn’t think people would care about anything I had to say and I didn’t wanna talk about something so cliché that everyone talks about already. Honestly, I started praying and asking God to send me idea’s for what he wanted me to do. I listened, and also just took my own advice and did something I always wanted to, and that makes me happy regardless if anyone supported me or not.

Revenge Mind Body and Soul isn’t “revenge” on anyone that wronged you, but simply “revenge” on who you use to be. Your mind and soul is something that should be growing and evolving more than often.  You are the only person in control of that growth. It wasn’t until God put me through the same exact situation twice for me to understand that’s not what I wanted for my life, and it wasn’t what God had planned for me. Sometimes we constantly ask God for signs about something, and we ignore them because it isn’t the sign  were looking for. I really wanted the relationship I was in to work out, so in my mind I was looking for good signs from God about the man I was involved with. Signs that encourage me to stick through all the stuff I wasn’t truly happy with, hoping one day it’ll turn into something that was worth the wait. “Time Exposes All” is a true statement. As time went on I was reminded everyday that I was involved with someone who was everything I didn’t want in my life. I found myself constantly dwelling on the things I didn’t want in life instead of focusing on the things I did want. I was surrounding myself around people I had to dim my light for or I’d feel out-of-place or judged. I didn’t say how I really felt or thought about things, because I didn’t wanna offend anyone. Silently crying out to be accepted I knew right then I just didn’t belong. November 2017 is when my life began to make some changes. After being in an almost 4 year relationship, then taking 9 months to get over it and not appreciating the time alone God was giving me, I gave love another chance too soon. For a year and a half I put up with a lot of things I didn’t have to. I knew I was tired of putting my energy and time into things that in the end I always felt let down and used. I wanted to start investing my time into something and someone who would make me proud and make me better. I turned to God. I started praying more than often, reading and writing. My favorite prayer was asking God “Help me lean more on his understanding and not my own.” I was extremely confused on what God wanted for me. I took things a day at a time. I started putting more focused into things that mattered like school and my job. I became more excited about going to work. I started smiling and laughing more than often. I started watching less TV and reading books more. My mom introduced me to this book called “The Secret”. It’s basically the secret to life, and I get so much encouragement and advice about how to handle real life situations and how to go about things in a positive way no matter how much negativity is thrown your way. I knew I couldn’t keep all these amazing things I have learned to myself, and I wanted to share them and help encourage others who have dealt or dealing with similar situations.

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“How do you expect to become all that you dream of if you never make any changes in life?
Throughout life changes will just happen rather you have control over them or not. You should only focus on the things that you have control over.”
Dominique Lavergne

72 thoughts on “REVENGE MIND BODY & SOUL

  1. This was so beautiful girl I️ can relate so much . Had me in tears you are a blessing ! I’m so proud of and your growth! Your a beautiful person inside and out dyme 💋💋💋

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  2. Beautiful post!! So encouraging to see the works that God has done for others who have th same thoughts and feelings as you. Trying to reveal the next chapter of life is difficult but continue to lean on God’s goodness. 💖

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  3. Love this!!! I can relate to you and your situations! Keep your head up and your light shining through ANY and EVERY thing! Can’t wait to read more of your blog!

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  4. I so love this and you! Omg i love what God is doing in your life and the road he’s leading you on. Continue to obey him and allowing your light to shine girl! 😘😘 love you so much

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  5. Your Feb 15 blog was so on target! Everything that grows, changes! Metamorphosis-the process of transformation from an immature form to an adult form in two or more distinct stages. Change your thinking..change your life! It’s God’s call on your life.. a beautiful butterfly you are, my baby girl.. I love you!

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  6. Your BEAUTIFUL inside out and always remember your encouraging words from God can always help someone else,you are a beautiful Princess in Gods eyes always stay positive and focused on God and everything else will work itself out..your a blessed child of God.keep up the good work and keep your hand in the hands of the man that steers the water.

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  7. Your BEAUTIFUL inside out and always remember your encouraging words from God can always help someone else,you are a beautiful Princess in Gods eyes always stay positive and focused on God and everything else will work itself out..your a blessed child of God.keep up the good work and keep your hand in the hands of the man that steers the water.

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  8. I really loved this dyme you are an inspiration to me and many other woman that go through this . I’ve recently just realized this myself and reading this reassured me that I wasn’t alone . thank you so much ❤️

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  9. Amazzziiinng!!! I love it cousin. God is forever in the mist of all things. Though in life we feel we are always stumbling over something we had no idea was in our way of accomplishing things & just having a happy set free soul to have the opportunity to shine our light as bright as we have always dreamed of , we forget that Our God is the reason for all things. Always let God work on you & with you through these life lessons. I love you & so very proud of each change you have made 😘

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  10. As I sit here crying like a baby, 8 just want to say how much I can relate! This was awesome! You’re an amazing and talented beauty inside and out! Thanks for sharing!

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  11. Now I want to read more and more. Your so beautiful inside and out been that way. I can relate in so many ways, almost like you just told my story. Keep up the great work and continue to put God first and include him in everything. Your young and your changing people lives just by doing what you love best 😘 it only gets greater.

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  12. Wow! What a brave and beautiful spirit! I’m so glad you shared this piece of you and became vulnerable, there’s a lot of this that is relatable for us 20somethings and it’s actually inspiring to me for you to share your progress in moving forward and elevating! I loved the secret, and it lead me into more spiritual and natural teachings of healing. I love this. I hope you share some more of your heart with us soon!

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  13. To watch you as a little girl and see you bloom into this beautiful sunflower is such a blessings… Im extremely proud of you… You are living your life and turning into an amazing women… Your words touched me because time and time again i get into a relationship that isn’t amazing… And it wasn’t till i had my daughter where i wanted a change… Wow cuz… You’re just amazing… This was confirmation from God to keep staying focused on whats important witch is Godcmy kids and myself… Love you…. Sooooo much…

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  14. This was a great read! This does make me believe that this is what you are called to do. Put together so beautifully and the fact that there are many people who may be going through similar situations (very relatable), makes it all the better. Keep up the great work love!

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