It took me forever to really put in my mind that I wanted to do this. I didn’t think people would care about anything I had to say and I didn’t wanna talk about something so cliché that everyone talks about already. Honestly, I started praying and asking God to send me idea’s for what he wanted me to do. I listened, and also just took my own advice and did something I always wanted to, and that makes me happy regardless if anyone supported me or not.
Revenge Mind Body and Soul isn’t “revenge” on anyone that wronged you, but simply “revenge” on who you use to be. Your mind and soul is something that should be growing and evolving more than often. You are the only person in control of that growth. It wasn’t until God put me through the same exact situation twice for me to understand that’s not what I wanted for my life, and it wasn’t what God had planned for me. Sometimes we constantly ask God for signs about something, and we ignore them because it isn’t the sign were looking for. I really wanted the relationship I was in to work out, so in my mind I was looking for good signs from God about the man I was involved with. Signs that encourage me to stick through all the stuff I wasn’t truly happy with, hoping one day it’ll turn into something that was worth the wait. “Time Exposes All” is a true statement. As time went on I was reminded everyday that I was involved with someone who was everything I didn’t want in my life. I found myself constantly dwelling on the things I didn’t want in life instead of focusing on the things I did want. I was surrounding myself around people I had to dim my light for or I’d feel out-of-place or judged. I didn’t say how I really felt or thought about things, because I didn’t wanna offend anyone. Silently crying out to be accepted I knew right then I just didn’t belong. November 2017 is when my life began to make some changes. After being in an almost 4 year relationship, then taking 9 months to get over it and not appreciating the time alone God was giving me, I gave love another chance too soon. For a year and a half I put up with a lot of things I didn’t have to. I knew I was tired of putting my energy and time into things that in the end I always felt let down and used. I wanted to start investing my time into something and someone who would make me proud and make me better. I turned to God. I started praying more than often, reading and writing. My favorite prayer was asking God “Help me lean more on his understanding and not my own.” I was extremely confused on what God wanted for me. I took things a day at a time. I started putting more focused into things that mattered like school and my job. I became more excited about going to work. I started smiling and laughing more than often. I started watching less TV and reading books more. My mom introduced me to this book called “The Secret”. It’s basically the secret to life, and I get so much encouragement and advice about how to handle real life situations and how to go about things in a positive way no matter how much negativity is thrown your way. I knew I couldn’t keep all these amazing things I have learned to myself, and I wanted to share them and help encourage others who have dealt or dealing with similar situations.
“How do you expect to become all that you dream of if you never make any changes in life?
Throughout life changes will just happen rather you have control over them or not. You should only focus on the things that you have control over.”